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The only higher power it has come into contact with is the God whose religious tomes can be found under the heading:
molecular pharmacology.
However, this is the part where it all spins in the opposite direction, because if the rat had a higher level of cognitive function, it would take it very little time to arrive at the understanding, "hmmm, I'm a rat, trapped in a cage, getting stuck with sharp objects.
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The only thing I have to look forward to is that they're gonna kill me pretty soon and throw me in the garbage. Ya know what, fuck this, why don't I hit that lever a few thousand more times, it's not like things could possibly get any worse."
No matter how you detox, for roughly 6-12 months, you're not gonna feel good. This is an understatement, in many cases you're going to feel like shit, because your neurochemistry is in the process of attempting to
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reset itself and hit homeostasis, and your dopamine d1 and d2's are trashed. In short, all the things you used to find pleasurable, aren't gonna be much fun. The only thing you're really gonna want to do, are more drugs.
If you've used ibogaine to kick, having noribogaine -- ibogaine's long-acting metabolite -- onboard for at least some period of time, can be extremely helpful. But the bottom line is, you need to be aware of what's happening. With at least some understanding, you know what to expect and have a degree of control.
It does get better, you will not feel this bad forever.
 Next Month Part II: Breaking the Cycle - Staying Clean
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