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12
Step Soul Food for the Spirit
By the
Grace of God and through the love of the people that he put in
my life in Narcotics Anonymous, I have been clean since October
27, 1988. I am one who sticks to the basics of the program, My
life today is SO AWESOME , it's Beyond my wildest dreams, so that
is why I make meetings regularly, call my sponsor, try to apply
the spiritual principles in my life and make myself available
to the newcomers, who are the heartbeat of our fellowship.
I am
not saying that getting clean and staying clean has been easy,
this is a simple program, don't confuse simple with easy, I have
lost my best friend to AIDS I have buried 25 other friends to
active addiction, AIDS, hepititus and suicide, my father died,
relationships have ended.
But
its about not using "NO MATTER WHAT".
I have so much gratitude for all of the gifts, blessings and miracles
that God has given me. This is truly a "Journey without a Destination."
Gratitude is an appreciation with a sense of obligation, I HAVE
NEVER HAD IT SO GOOD, so I have a responsibility and commitment
to give back what was so freely and gratefully given to me.
My gratitude
speaks, when I care and when I share with others the N.A. Way.
When I say that I'm an addict named Scott, I am letting you know
that I am a loser, who kept on trying and the people in N.A. believed
in me and wanted to help me in my recovery. Thank you N.A. without
you there would be no me.
continue... I spend much
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